n. =seminarian

SEMINARIST ： You suffer and so do I. I understand you. 神学院学生：你在受苦，我也是，我很了解。

SEMINARIST ： I don't really understand. Tell me what I have to do. If I can, I'll do it for you. 神学院学生：我不明白，你要我做什么？可以的话，我愿意帮忙。

SEMINARIST ： My hand does God's justice. What you want wouldn't be just. I know that suicide is one of the deadly sins. 神学院学生：我只遵从主的旨意，你所要的不是主的旨意。我知道自杀是罪行。

He entered the Jesuit order at 19, and began writing about 10 years later, while he was still a seminarian. 他19岁加入耶稣会，约10年后开始写作，当时他还是神学院学生。

SEMINARIST ： Yes, I understand you.But suicide is wrong since the Hadiths, our twelve Imams and the Koran refer to suicide and say that man mustn't kill himself. 神学院学生：我了解，但是自杀不对，十二名教主和可阑经都说过，人不可自杀。